From now on, I’ll try to be silent. I will not participate in any conversation at home especially at night ‘cuz that’s when the situation always gets out of control. Is it really my fault for being a retorter? I was just expressing my point of view and suddenly, I’m this disobedient, worthless, arrogant person who know absolutely nothing about the world I’m in living. I am tired of being mentally wounded all the time. I am sick of screaming in my head ‘cuz I can’t say anything, do anything except moping around in my room. I don’t want light conversation with my sister to be used against me in these so called ‘educative talks’.